The videos are the fastest way into the work.
This page will become the organized home for everything I make in video: short pieces, longer arguments, conversations, and the work that does not fit neatly inside a platform feed.
For now, the archive starts here.
More will be added as the work is published.
You do not need to keep checking the page. New pieces go to the email list as they arrive.
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When One Missed Day Feels Like Proof You Failed
I made this on a day when everything became an excuse. I didn’t post yesterday. The weather changed. My apartment was messy. I had dinner at 7:30. I forgot my headband. And somehow, my brain still managed to turn all of
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People-Pleasing Is a Love Contract
People-pleasing is not always about being nice. Sometimes it is a love contract.
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I Turned a Sacred Place Into a Project
I arrived for an all-night ceremony in a sacred space and caught myself doing something painfully modern. Instead of simply feeling the place, my mind started turning it into a project, a plan, a possible future, a piece
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God, Help Me Not Abandon Myself Again
There is a version of self-abandonment nobody talks about. It does not look like falling apart. It does not look like giving up.
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You’re Not Hiding Behind Fear. You’re Hiding Behind Being Useful.
Most people think visibility is the hard part. It is not.
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I Had a Spreadsheet for My Spiritual Practice. I Called It Surrender.
I had a spreadsheet for my spiritual practice. And for years I thought that meant discipline.
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When Your Family Doesn’t Know Where To Put You Anymore
You learned to get smaller so the room could stay peaceful. This Short is about family programming, identity change, people-pleasing, self-trust, and what happens when the people closest to you can no longer predict who
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Some people don’t miss you. They miss access to the version of you that knew its place.
Some people don’t miss you. They miss the version of you that was easier to manage. If you’ve ever been called selfish for changing, cold for having boundaries, or distant for finally saying no, this video is about what’
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I Was Homeless In My Head After One Money Talk
One money conversation turned into twelve imaginary disasters. This Short is about overthinking, catastrophizing, money anxiety, fear, self-trust, reinvention, and the way the brain can turn one real problem into an enti
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The Fear Had A Faster Passport Than I Did
I changed countries four times trying to feel free. The fear had a faster passport than I did.
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I Spent Most of My Life Trying to Escape South America
I spent most of my life trying to escape South America. As a child growing up in Brazil in the 80s, I believed freedom lived somewhere else.
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Some Success Costs Too Much
A few years ago I was making around $15,000 a month. I had the title.
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When Freedom Becomes a Cage
The problem isn’t spirituality. It’s the moment freedom becomes another performance.
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Madrid’s Public Statue of Lucifer
Madrid has a public statue of Lucifer, the Fallen Angel. Which feels strange when you remember Spain was also the country of the Inquisition, where spiritual authority once decided who was pure, who was dangerous, who be
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Europe After the Medicine
I landed in Madrid after five months in Peru and Brazil. Europe feels different after ceremony, medicine, mountains, and sitting close to traditions Europe once tried to dominate, erase, convert, or extract from.